having too much free time on my hand isnt such a good idea after all.
esp when my mind likes to wander off whenever im too free.

been feeling a lil blue lately. i dun knw why, but i just feel a lil troubled,
like sth's bugging my mind whenever i tink abt wads to come in the years ahead.

i wonder hw my life wuld be like ten yrs down the road.
wad kind of job will i be doing?
will i be happy?

will i regret the choices i made, or risks that i didnt take?

life up till now has been pretty smooth sailing.
frm pri sch, to sec sch, then jc and then ns.
i didnt really need to tink abt the next step im gonna take.
its pretty straight forward eh?

but nw as im abt to embark on the final phase of my education,
i really dont knw hw to picture myself ten yrs down the road.
the thought of working and surviving out there
sometimes scares me.

and friends coupling off one by one...

*deep sigh

mayb i shldnt be tinking abt it too much.
sounds like a mid-life pre-21 crisis eh?
oh well, shall try to enjoy the last of my "carefree" yrs
and hopefully find my direction in life, like real soon.

aye, the pain of growing up and losing your innocence.